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inside UPSIDE down

Lets take a trip inside upside down
I don’t want that pity wine
Somewhat Soberish with a touch from the Divine
How the hell are you
F I N E Fine
Don’t hush the way I understand
I still fidget with the functions
Trying to attack the tasks at hand
Full Speed Full Spectrum
Low Tech Special selection
I am a vessel of my experiences
I collect them
A product of constant change
The conductor of Misdirection
Connection Needs Reflection
A rolling stone full of Gold
Blessing in disguise so im Told
Full Rotation
Rejecting and battling subjugation
How do we regulate the delegations
That ultimately control our situations
Im working on Patience
Your all suspended for trying to milk a horse
Its preposterous of coourse
Def Dumb and Dumber on a Titanic crash course

I don’t want your PITY WINE
Remember im fine
Thoughts of mine are delusional
Yet peacefully profound
Outside the box
Im Inside Upside Down
Im here to be irrational decisive and on point
With feeling clarity and majical word charcueterie
I don’t have to be right to write
Men Go Left
Women are always Right
Solid
Right on
Out of sight
I write to feel I exist to create
Im inside upside down
Can you relate
Compassion with Acceptance
I give birth to my Gifts
The hope is the manifestation of achieving Harmony
HOW
By accepting it
Reflecting it
Match the frequency delinquents
That was worth hmmm let me think 3cents
I am clearly rational to a point
Unless Im inside upside Down
My words the composition of my feelings
Its what I believe its the therapy for for my lonely spaces
Baby steps and long walks with calculated paces
This is a taste of Pain and Longing
I like sad songs that cry out
And speak of belonging
I live inside upside down with Pity Wine for drink
My Lawyers a straight laced Clown

Precosious maybe
My past not irrelevant
Its how I ended up where I am in the Present
Why so tense
I don’t want your Pity Wine
No longer lost in the sauce
Be entangled with Grace
Empowered not a coward
That’s how you fill a lonely space
No longer Delusional
My spirit cant be deluded
Even though the persecution is persiatant
I want commission if your selling me out
Why so persistent
Your eye contact so elusive
I want to be ………whats the word included
Disgruntled of course
Its this distasteful display its where I play
Self sabotage Anguish Broken
Way to outspoken
I feel abandoned and thrown away
Welcome to my place this is where I stay
INSIDE UPSIDE DOWN
WHY ME
Is it because im always fidgeting with the functions
Weve met no need for introductions
My brakes are all but burned out
Stop twitchin and listen
Cant help if your born with a condition
Wrong turns got us turned out
Im going to have to softly scuttle your rebuttle
You Have Been Properly Notified
You can try to contain me, also understand there is no stopping me
Past Present Future Delusions
Reality has me petrified
Do you understand the confusion
Do I focus on whats ahead
Or get stuck in my own Head
Mostly stuck in my own broken Heart
Being Mindful is a great start
Aint no bread in the breadbox
Cause I aint got no dough
If you’ve ever lived INSIDE UPSIDE DOWN
Then you know

Im messing with the machine
And it’s a whole lot of broken
Always holding back the tears
Often Im choking
I realize the wounds will heal
Accountable for how I feel knowing pain is real
So I wield the necessary skills like a sword
Thank the Lord
I want my words to be a sweet simple healing chord
That rings with the truth of a whole lot of rebuilding
This is Human not a man woman or undiscovered new species
WE Live
INSIDE UPSIDE DOWN
Wheels are spinning inside wheels
What Ezekiel saw was real
Still spinning Reeling on my heels
The edge is razor the cliffs edge is a big deal
When your inside upside down
Tweekers fleeing from the dawn
Bitter Pride is all but gone
Lets get up together
Will you help me get up ……so together we can move on
Im tired of Living
ALONE
Inside UPSIDE down

Part 2

Im so upset that he wouldn’t stop
The Tasteless Taunts
And erratic tantrums
Dwelling quietly where I control my Phantoms
Don’t be Disingenuine
Make haste its in the way of grace
All Children are Beacons…….. Seeking
FOUND
Embrace their energy in this connected space
Massive , Organic, Mycillium
No calls dropped in this perfect system symmetry
Love was the blast force for the creation of the universe
Human Race arrogance was the cause for our Crash Course
Sorry I wont taste your Pity Wine
Im Good IM FINE
No Tasteless taunts
Silence in between the sporadic mumbling.
I felt like I was ALWAYS stumbling
Now I dwell where I find my freedon
OUTSIDE UPSIDE DOWN

Sky scapes with definitive moon beams
With a butterfly net full of holes I giggle chasing silly dreams
No night terrors no screams Tonight!
Pontificating squandered pleasures
SillyPsybin Driving and im energized For Ever
But I don’t stay this clever Ever
Now Im grounded again
Whispering tasteless taunts while having a terrifying tantrum
No longer my theme song or my anthem
I see the misery in self degradation
Mind………Soul…….Spirit Separation
If your inside UPSIDE down
Don’t drink that Pity Wine

Oh my sweet majestic madness
I suffer your diligence
Don’t let me squander the grace of a life renewed
My polluted compliance is palpable
Clearly my deceptive desires are a selfish reminder of my sweet majestic madness

IM LOOKING INSIDE UPSIDE DOWN
Oh my complicated calculations
With all the unnecessary salutations
I would rather wallow in the silence
Feeding on the screams in my head
I SWEAR…….What a terrible Day terror

Somehow my willpower and compliance lead to freedom
Freedom is the beginning of healing
Free from myself as long as, as long as, as long as……………
I accept what Im feeling
Ante Up, Double Down………Im dealing
Inside, upside .,… right side, left side
Hello again, Ive missed you my delicate delusions……………..Its you who is confused
3 rights we are almost their,,,, whose LEFT
That is how I fluster Clucked the date
Although she was slightly amused
Thinking???? what a strange Lad, hansome
Intelligent but he seems so sad
And the crowd goes wild!
Its not a style its my strategy
I excel and thrive in Tragedy
The answer is Excessive Reality
The question is???????
Why??? Have I always existed inside Upside Down
Can I sit by You My disheveled Mistress
My Majic is my energy
The connection so tragic the synergy
Is it the words that captivate
An epiphany is nothing more than your brain going…. I think I get it , MAYBE wait
I need to elevate my soft smooth moth dust Flutter
OUTSIDE UPSIDE DOWN

Part 3

I was Drinking my Pity wine
With robotic reluctance
Crippled by my lusting
I enjoy escaping to knowhere, only to self sabotage, my best laid plans
Silly Old Man
My cerebral separation is intimate and romantic
DOPAMINE FAST FORWARD
Never felt better…..
The desperation was irrelevant
Lately I dislike my reflection
It’s the cross section of a strong broken
Bleeding liquid Gold Soul
The magnitude of the heartbreak has left a hole
I tried to patch it with my transparent integrity
Remember I am human
Going Full Force
Crash course…….. Crazy
Free Mug Shots
What a transformation tragedy
I am Glad I am Me
I don’t worry as much anymore
About living, Loving………
A HUMAN BEING
Inside upside Down

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