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Gems 4.157

Photo by Mabel Amber, Pixabay.

Special thanks today to every single person who has liked our posts, followed our blog, or left comments; to all who have contributed photos, quotes, poems, and stories; and to every single person who has helped so much over the years with ideas, inspiration, support, time and love.

I’m grateful for you, every day.

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serving and connecting
homeless creatives.

Gems 4.155

I hope you’re having a beautiful day. ♡
Here’s another light-filled ¤ Gem ¤

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I’m especially grateful right now for the firefighters who work heroically to battle the monster fires in California.  My prayers and healing thoughts are — and will continue to be — with the 82 families in and around Paradise who lost loved ones and for the 700+ families whose loved ones are still missing.

My cousin Walter and his family lost everything in the Paradise “campfire.” Walter’s sister Joanne said that he and his wife heard a loud boom, ran out to see what it was, and suddenly they were running for their lives.  They got out and are both okay, but Walter had to be admitted to the hospital.  He’s on the mend.  Joanne started a GoFundMe campaign and support has been pouring in from all over.  Walter was overwhelmed by the response to her fundraiser, Joanne said, and by the kindness of friends and family.  Even people he never met have helped.

I have seen this response and outpouring of support since this all began all over.  It reminds me of this quote from Starman:

“You are a strange species. Not like any other. And you’d be surprised how many there are. Intelligent but savage. Shall I tell you what I find beautiful about you? You are at your very best when things are worst.”

Our family has lost a lot to fire.  My grandfather lost his mother and sister.   My cousins Cindy and Bonnie (Walter’s sisters) died in a fire when they were 14 and 19.  Just a few weeks before she died, Cindy and I picked daisies in a sunny field covered with their bright blooms.  It was the last beautiful memory I have of her.  Cindy and I were the same age when she died.

I am thankful every day for our firefighters, police and military who put their lives on the line for strangers.  During this week of Thanksgiving, and especially during this heartbreaking time when so many of us have lost so much to the fires in California, I wanted to share this story and my gratitude.

under1000skies
☼ A “Giftivism” Initiative ☼
We are photographers,
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serving and connecting
homeless creatives.

News!

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New content, new photos, new inspiration. will begin again on Monday May 21st. There’s also news about my Benjamin that gives me more hope than I have had in two years. Details as soon as I get confirmation.  Special thanks tonight to LBD for her love-driven detective work.

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UPDATE:

Turns out, the address Ben’s friends found through their dogged detective work was an old one. Still hopeful and grateful for their help. ♥

 

Straight Speaking

 

Straight Speaking Cochise

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I confess there was another reason for halting the daily photos for under1000skies. I struggle with panic disorder and agoraphobia. Since we began three years ago, I have yet to go to the city and personally hand an artist pack to any homeless person. I am good at organization and get many things done online but until I was able to do the work I was asking my volunteers to do I felt like a fraud. I believe this is what I need to do next — the next-right thing. I need to find a way to become personally face-to-face involved. When I learned about the ministroke and damage to emotion and language centers of my brain, I believed that having a label and a physical reason and starting point for everything that’s wrong with my brain was a cure in and of itself.. I believed naming it and knowing it’s source would make it lose it’s power over me. This seemed to work for a while but I’m back to the same implosion of space, finding it difficult to push beyond boundaries again. I thought I should tell you this because you’ve been generous with your support, and with providing beautiful quotes and photographs, and this only added to my guilt of being unable to do what is the absolute heart of this service: to meet these artists, these men and women who are currently between homes, to speak to them and ask them personally what they find beautiful, and to tell them about my dream of connecting creative souls like them around the world through photography and the Internet. Until I can do that I’m just propping up other peoples’ good work — or at least that’s how it feels to me. Thank you for listening. 💕.

Niki Flow

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